Vastuuta kai. Velvollisuuksia. Kaikkea synkkää tässä ennen valaistumisen hetkeä. Ratkaisua. Ennen loppukliimaksia. Voi mähnä.

Aamu alkoi unisena. Heräsin kuitenkin, sillä tarvitsen auton viemään teloituskomppanian eteen. En ymmärrä, miksi noissa tilaisuuksissa ei saada sellaista vetäjää, ettei se siltä olisi tuntunut. Ehkä tämä sossutantta on vetäjä ja hänen taitonsa ovat kyllä ... noh, en saa nyt missään nimessä agitoitua.

Sen vuoksi kävin heti kotipihaan saavuttuani tytön töihin vientireissultani, koirien kanssa lenkillä. Vaikka maa oli kuurassa ja palelsi. Ei muuta kuin koipi toisen eteen ja menoksi. Olin jo vartin yli kahdeksan täällä kotona ihmettelemässä, että miten ihana aamu voisi pilaantua karrelle puolenpäivän maissa mokoman palaverin takia.

Sen lisäksi tytär kuulee labratuloksia, eikä saa ilmeisesti lääkärin tulkintaa vielä asiasta, joten hänen ahdistuskertoimensa kasvaa potensiin sata. Ja minä leijailen omassa irrationaalisessa tilassani kykenemättä nyt sen enempää tukemaan häntä.

Lenkillä kuuntelin mm. Linkin Parkia.

In The End lyrics
Songwriters: Bennington, Chester; Shinoda, Mike; Bourdon, Rob; Delson, Brad; Hahn, Joseph;It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how

I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised

It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter